http://antiescapism.org/dancingclouds of incoherence Wed, 26 Dec 2007 15:08:06 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en No more words. More visuals. http://antiescapism.org/dancingclouds/2007/12/81/ Planetarian by Squarepusher puts me in an old-school 8bit amiga mood. Minimalistic and lush. I cannot be helped but be reminded of Ghouls & Goblins, Hard'n'Heavy and the other games that were part of my life as an 8-9 year old kid. This is part of the goodness that is ... http://antiescapism.org/dancingclouds/2007/09/80/ I am doing stuff again. Stuff is good. It remains to be seen if this stuff is going to be good stuff, but I am enjoying the stuff-doing process. It is being done in Photoshop, with copious amounts of Italian-grade caffeine and cheap South African red wine. As an added ... http://antiescapism.org/dancingclouds/2007/09/77/ Sometimes I have feelings. It does not happen frequently, but on occasion I experience them. Not the ordinary ones that come from your heart, stomach or even head. The ones that don't feel like emotions at first but just build up in your body for a while. Seeping out ... http://antiescapism.org/dancingclouds/2007/09/emotional/ This will be my new phone. Taiwaneese producer FIC has released the Neo 1973 which will feature 100% purebreed linux. Being completely open it is the antithesis of the iPhone. It even has a multitouch display (480x640), GPS and WiFi built in (will be implemented in the 2nd generation, coming ... http://antiescapism.org/dancingclouds/2007/08/openmoko/ Nothing like waking up at five thirty in the morning, birds chirping, waves breaking. Consciousness slowly regained, discovering  roots and stones and the permanent bumps they have chiseled into the back and side of your body. Return to waking awareness is slowed down by the lack of blood. Half of ... http://antiescapism.org/dancingclouds/2007/07/survival/ For the past two years I have been on a spiritual vacation. There has been little magical thinking, no delusions of god, the world has not been particularly meaningful cosmically speaking and life in general has not had any apparent deep purpose. Neither did this blog. This is all going to ... http://antiescapism.org/dancingclouds/2007/07/buddhism-by-osmosis/ Situation to be avoided in the future: Being thoroughly hung over first day at a new job. Especially when this job requires constant social interaction, handling of money and a steady enough hand to pour fluids into glasses of various sizes. Alcohol induced angst is not very conductive to being jovial. ... http://antiescapism.org/dancingclouds/2007/07/hung-over-barely-hanging-on/ I am surrounded by soundwaves from without while waves of energy are pounding at my chest from within. Psytrance, coffee and a wee bit of gin are all I need. Yes sir, those are my poisons, those are the vices I live with, those are the sources of inner ... http://antiescapism.org/dancingclouds/2007/06/light-my-fire/ On a chair in front of me is my laptop. I myself am sitting on my bed, duvet wrapped around me. Darkness wrapped around that again. Warm fuzzy feelings are waiting to get onto the fuzzy glow of the laptop screen and into writing. Today has been affirmation day. Minutes ago ... http://antiescapism.org/dancingclouds/2007/06/63/